Oh my mamahoomas, I'm in a whirl of emotions. Is that what you call it? well, not exactly. Actually I'm only feeling one emotion right now. WHYYYYY?!?!?! I don't know what happened to dear shabbyblogs, but my blogskin just can't seem to show D: So, I decided to just change it back to a simple one. Hope it is not tooo unsightly. (There's nothing much to see actually)
Just heard some tragic news from Qiao Xin that 5(??) teenagers died in a car accident in Malaysia recently. This got me thinking again on how fragile life really is. Who knows. One moment we may be living our lives to the fullest, basking in the moonlight of joy and happiness and the next thing you know, you're smack on the floor with blood spurting out of your head and your soul sucked away from your body.( Of course if you die differently then maybe it will be much more peaceful and not to mention, clean).
Well if I knew when I was going to die, I would definitely muster the courage to do and say many things that I wouldn't dare even think about doing now. I would not hesitate to blurt out all those thoughts and I would surely want to get an answer. I will sit on the battlestar galactica (?) BOTH and go bungee jumping. ( I have to be practical ya know since if I have only one day left to live I can't poosibly travel the whole wide world and meet Logan Lerman and IU can I?) They always say live your life like it is your last day on earth, but no matter how many times I've heard that, I still take my life for granted. I mean it isn't very easy to just suddenly live your life as if the next day you're going to die right? We never expect ourselves to be the victim in a hit and run, or the patient receiving the news of his/her diagnosis.
(Ok, I know this is random but I'm desperately trying to find my nail clipper right now)
I don't even think I'm making any sense right now. I blame it on the hot sun just now. What was I doing? Pitching and keeping tents -.- DO I EVEN LOOK LIKE A CAMPER ARs! Feel so mad at those ARs, haha just kidding. It was a fun experience, wait not fun, it was an experience where I learnt a lot. It wasn't exactly anywhere near fun. I like camping though, only with friends and good company of course. Camping...brings me back to the time we spent at Pahang. I will most definitely remember what I did back then and the SUPERDUPER unforgettable and FUNFUNFUN experience! And of course the HORRENDOUS HORRIBLE incidents that I wish I could erase in my mind and your mind. My goodness, I was such a fool.
Let the ruins come to life
In the beauty of Your name
Rising up from the ashes
God forever You reign
And my soul will find refuge
in the shadow of Your wings
I will love You forever
and forever I'll sing
-Glorious Ruins Hillsong