I think I'm going insane.
TOO insane. Can you believe me, I'm still thinking about it. Oh my gosh, even when all the facts are smacked right in my face I still hold on to that non existent hope. I'm going insane. Really insane.
Just a stupid dream and I get soo damn happy. Not like it will ever happen in real life.
I need a cure man, if it goes on like this, I think I will really become crazyyyyy. I thought distancing will work but no, I am still so nonsensical and living in my own delusional thinking. I thought school will take my mind off those things, but it makes me think about it even more. Don't be freaked out. I am just this insane, absurd and freaky.