Sorry as you can tell I'm kinda really obsessed with them right now. I cant help it I'm a girl.
Is it just me, but going to school now just feels like going to an institution. It feels as if I'm just going there to accomplish my task. To complete my tertiary education. Dont get me wrong, it's not that i dont like my school or my classmates, but it's just different. I dont get it. It just seems harder to foster new friendships, to share experiences and to have fun. Pure joy.
Coming back home and meeting up with my old mates, I feel more at home. I feel a sense of belonging. Whereas going to school, it's like my physical body is there but it is just an empty shell. Maybe because school just started, though the sixth week is kinda starting tomorrow, or maybe it really is just me, or the people around me.
I'm soooo confused. I wish someone could tell me what to do or why am I feeing like this. Is it just a phase, or is it just me? And there are so many conflicting things in my mind right now. (Ps Angelyn its not that i dont tell you everything it's just some ramblings that I will just forget tmrw :) I still love you) Seeing all those pictures and all...how nice would it be. How nice.
There's soooo many things I want to try out in life. To travel around the world and document it in some form or another. To be an actress. (I know I know, no one will see this coming but hey, I was in drama club once too ok )To direct a film...JUST SO MANY THINGSSSS AHHHHHHH
Your eyes are the window to my world.
Your voice is my music.
Your shadow is my comfort.
But your heart is my killer.
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I JUST CANT TAKE IT. LOOK AT THEM. Mind me for being so super girl but...I cant help it, my inner girl hormones are in a frenzy. And in my heart I'm all..
