I dont know if the tea detox screwed my body up, or my sudden restriction of food.
I feel pretty lousy right now.
Like thinking of all the junk and lard I've piled up in my body.
Is there even a point trying to start again, will I fail terribly like this time?
Why oh why can't I have a higher metabolic rate...then I wont be so stressed by my overeating.
But then again, it's my choice to overeat.
What can I do then if I cant seem to control this urge of eating.
It's really crazy.
I'm not even hungry, yet I crave for another burger, another slice of cake, another chocolate bar.
What is wrong with me
Even my skirt is telling me I'm ending up in some dark place.
All of this in just one week, one week is more than enough to send me on an irreversible ride.
GOD SAVE ME
REALLY.