I'VE FINALLY GOT IT.
Ya know they say, when you fall sick, suddenly things get clearer.
Well, I made that up. Anywho, being under the weather these past few days have got me thinking, instead of striving to lose weight through totally eliminating unhealthy foods and what nots, I need to change my thinking.
All along, my dream was to lose weight to look better, and feel better. However, given my dire love for food (unhealthy ones especially) I end up losing and gaining, losing and gaining...and gaining and gaining. This has been on going for the past 2-3 years with me seeing no progress.
The it struck me.
To be painfully honest, my nose will never be any sharper even if I lose weight, nor will my face shape be any less squarish nor my eyes enlarged. So instead of focusing on making myself achieve some super unrealistic goals ( I mean have you seen those instagram girls?? SO DAMN PREEEETAYYYYE and they are like singaporeans my age too), I shall focus on being healthy and making my heart and mind more beautiful.
THERE YOU HAVE IT!!
YES I AM STRIVING TO LOSE 4KG, but for my healthsake and not really for myself to look any better, because let's face it, you need some not so good looking people in the world for there to be pretty ones aye!!
On a side note: I desperately need to shit
On another side note: The same applies to my studies. I do NOT feel proud to put this out there but I literally did nothing this holiday. I'm gonna pull up my socks once I get back from Taiwan, I promise!!