Wednesday, 16 March 2016

Caroline


1.
Carol

“Oh crap. The girl with the huge eyes looks beyond gorgeous. “
Yup, and here I am contemplating life, chugging down a McFlurry right after slurping a bowl of noodles. What am I doing, I’ve exams next week.

The cycle repeats. Eat. Sleep (mope about life, about how I’m supposed to be studying, about my failed diet, about my almost failing life). Repeat.

These past few weeks I’ve been slipping in and out of this dull state of mind, where my existential crisis has not taken a full spin, but a prolonged flash flood.

“Snap out of it lard,” The moral compass has arrived.

Let me introduce him to you, a round of an empty applause for the Gandhi of today- Trevor. You must be thinking- some handsome jock with the shiny set of perfect white teeth and a line of almost Barbie-like girls waiting on him. So wrong. Well, sort of. For starters, we be Asians so ‘jocks’ do not exist in the CCA vocabulary. The next served appetizer, his teeth ain’t that perfect. His dentist is perfect.

And you be wondering, who this lucky chick right here hanging out with Mr Cool, privileged to hang out with one of the (not the) most handsome dudes roaming around the college? Correction, if by ‘chick’ you meant insignificant, average, fat, average, pimpled, average, uncool, average person, then you got it spot on. Here am I, hi. My name is not some cheerleader Cally, or bohemian hipster Calista. It really is just Carol. Your grandaunt’s cousins’ sister? You got that right. My parents did not bother making me any cooler. An additional ‘r’ or ‘l’ would have been greatly appreciated, my dear parents.


Brief description of my not-so-interesting anatomy. That calefare on TV that you never did and never will notice. That one girl you know who’ll never get crushed on; the auntie buying a cup of teh bing siew dai that you thought was an aunty but turns out to be me. Enough of the self-introduction, such things never fail to make my eye ball roll out of their already small sockets. Let’s get back onto the big question;. How did Mr Cool and Ms Old become acquainted?