OK yes, I did it. I gave up my self control and went ahead to watch DOTs. Typical I know , but hey, who can resist good looking sets, oops I mean characters? Song Hye Kyo is just goddess and Song Joong Ki is just...handsome ( and pretty which is just seriously unfair but we can argue about fairness until the cows come home and even then). Let me just spazz over the show for a little while more, I mean have you heard the soundtrack? It is so motivational. K.will's talk love has been on repeat for like God knows how many times and I am actually productive when I listen to it. And, I can imagine some fantastical scenes in my head, so what is there to lose?
Well, my weight. Haha, so for a good 3 weeks, Alicia and I have embarked on this weight loss journey. However, it has been 3 weeks and I see no difference in scale, and in fact I binged and overate TWICE within this week alone. Of course I can blame it on a thousand and one other factors, but hey, it all boils down to my own self control. Just today after road run, I ate 4 pieces of freaking huge pizzas, an ice cream and a popsicle (well they were free).
Another discovery and revelation I made was that there are some people, that even though are not skinny, are just pretty. Of course, there are others whereby even if they're decently sized and relatively fit, they still don't look particularly pretty or photogenic. Do you see the invisible hand pointing right back here at me? Well I, over here, belong to the latter. I'm slowly coming to terms with such things that can't really be changed, and definitely it is a struggle. Hee, but I'm not going to give up trying to lose weight for I really can't stand those flabs and the inability to wear nice clothes.
Since no one reads this blog except me myself and I, I shall use this space to keep track of my daily routines and feelings. And my studies. An update, I'm really thankful that despite the shit that happen prior to MCTs, my grades (though fell) were relatively acceptable. Thank God. Really, looking back at my academics, I have been more than blessed.
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| Look at my pretty friend Alicia |