The sky is the limit. A quote i received today.
It has been rather hectic these few days with all the tests and CAs. I am quite disappointed with myself as I didn't really study my best for the recent geography test and thus only by God's grace then can I pass this test. Almost everything hasn't been going as I hoped. Not to sound super hardworking and show offy or any of that sort but I really did study quite hard, memorising as much of the factors as I could, for the social studies test. In the end, I got 4/12. It really proves true that people say life is unfair. Many others scored a pass without much studying. Of course those underground muggers (or are they called closet muggers?) passed although it seems they do not even study and all they do is to make noise and laugh. However, those that passed the test without much studying, are those that make it all seem unfair.
As much as I know that life IS unfair and is proven very much clearly in the world, sometimes I just can't seem to understand why it is that way. Chinese test too. In fact I think the results of my chinese test is the one that really made me quite demoralised and unhappy. Instead on blaming it on something that cannot be changed, I should really just trust all my worries and complaints into God's hand and let Him work His plan for me.
It has really dawned upon me that I'm taking the o levels this year and especially chinese in June. I guess that is why all the unhappy feelings are coming about. Stress. The main culprit. I've heard and read that only you yourself can give yourself stress. True enough, but how do you relieve yourself from stress when so many circumstances calls for it...Joie has been really stressed these few days and have been falling sick. Used to blame it on the weather :P
Just that day Joie, Vanessa and I went to the 18 chefs at simei as was the 2nd last day that it was running its business there. It brings back the good ole times when we were in sec 3 last year and had just came back from the pahang camp. :D Time really passes very fast.
School has been pretty much the same and I'm not really looking forward to the 2 hours of english period tomorrow morning. But on the bright side, at least after the 4 periods we get to relax :D Speaking of english, I really wonder how and why I got into that class. Everyone there has such good english and some with an exceptional flair for it. Getting 30/30 for composition, 17/20 for comprehension...oh please could you share some of that skills with me, I'll appreciate it very much. English is really important for L1R5 and at least they have the weight of 1 major subject off their shoulders. *phewww*
Sitting alone really makes the little things that people do to one another and qualities people have , seem so much clearer. Of course the most prominent talents like drawing are quite obvious and such. And all I do is to admire her drawing and see others admiring her drawings (and beauty too I guess).However I also realised that some subtle actions are really quite disturbing and changed my view of that person. Definitely, what I think may change again and what I think about the person may most probably not (or is) the truth. I guess I will have to see about that next time xD
The peter panda song and I'm yours
Badminton and gummies with Puteri
Its great to have friends that can play with anytime