Everyone loves veggie tales.
I can now declare that I can finally feel the stress of the exams. Not just olevels like the previous post,but also the upcoming MYE . Of course, not only do I feel the effect of it mentally, physically, it is also very obvious. The number one hated effect of stress. PIMPLES. Red, pus filled swollen and sore little irritants on the face. Not very little in fact, some can grow up to a very disturbing size. Blame it on the fact that the world is unfair, it truly is. No amount of complains or pleas will change that fact of life. If I could wish for something selfish, I would most definitely wish for more. Clear skin, sharp nose, high forehead, slim waist, tall genes, good grades, the list will go on forever. But why is it I still harbor these wishes, I really don't know. Maybe it is because of that little hope that I carry with me. Silly or not, I am not sure either.
They say hardwork brings you very far, but how far is that true. Have you ever felt or experienced a time where no matter how hard you work, the results never show? It really stinks. Just feel like giving up after failing and failing and failing. But, everyone goes through failures in some point of their lives don't they, isn't that how the 失败乃成功之母 come about.
School isn't my second home. How do people enjoy going to the place where I feel is so full of unhappiness. Minus the friends, (and food), I really don't enjoy school. Everything is so structured and rigid. Some days I go to school feeling like I'm going to a house of critics, that once I step into the house, nothing nice will I bring out of it.
Thus, I'm really grateful for all the friends I have that encourage me to keep working hard. Of course, without God, nothing is possible.
Going to school again tomorrow and there will be cca. I'm kinda looking forward to it actually and I will trust all unto Him. I have stopped attending royal rangers to focus on my studies and I hope it will be worth it because I really enjoy spending time with the little and just being in the presence of joy and laughter. I don't think I'm making a lot of sense right now.
As cliche as it may sound
Black sauce mee \m/