Do you get stressed sometimes, just thinking about the way you look at or what are you doing with your life? Then get upset, then sad?
I don't know, I just feel so lost right now. Like I don't even know what I like to do, what are my hobbies,where do I want to go in the future and all that sort of stuff.
It is like I'm(you're) in the spinning tornado, trying to get into the eye of it.
But somehow or rather, there is no footing, no path, just loads and loads of debris spinning around you- confusing, damaging and killing you.
When you thought you saw a path into the eye, a huge boulder comes crashing in your way, waking you up to the truth of the situation.
Time after time, as you spin and spin, you kinda forget where you are and what you are. Am I already dead?
When there is nothing to hold on to, and only doubt survives, all you can do is to spin.
Why, because there's nothing else you can do to control it.